I don't know what I've been doing all over 2017. This year is my final year become a student in a university. Yes! I have graduated from IPB with a degree in economics. 2017 has taught me many things. How to be more patient, how to face people, and how to control my feeling. I'm still learning, right ? And I'm still not perfect. Sometimes I lost myself, undercontrol, mad at others, and did something crazy. But, here I am. Still crawling and looking. Life is about making a mistake, h?
Okay, let's not talk about feeling.
It's took 3 months until I finish my thesis. On May 17th, I did my presentation and June 5th I did my thesis defence. After I did all the things that I need to graduate, I'm back to my hometown. In there, I just did the 'amanah' that my parents give to me. I get sooo many lessons there. My dad ask me to take care of home and my grandma. It's not an easy homework. You must have an extra patience. Usually, I choose to avoid people that not suit me well. But, in there I must face the people that don't suit me, yes I don't suit in their life. That is one of the hard things to do, especially for me.
After 3 months at hometown, I'm back to real life. I must make a preparation for my graduation. I must struggle to get a job. But, the saddest thing, I'm not hear a good news at first. I still get the same problem. It's still need extra patience. How can people face the same problem all the time ? Sometimes I'm tired. But, I did. I passed it before. I don't know what about now ? Could I ? I can. Yes, I can do this. I can pass this and become better than ever :)
Life is about makin' mistakes
It's also about tryna be great
Do not let failure scare you away
I know you fed up, you fall, get up
It's all in us, I can speak about it 'cause I did it
Ladies and gentlemen, here's the exhibit
It's my life, look a little closer, you could see the highlight
Gold ain't always golden but I told 'em
Look at all the years I've been waitin' for a moment
Shed a lot of tears just to smile in the mornin'
- Machine Gun Kelly, At My Best -
